waiting , hoping n wishing

frens come n go
bf/ gf come n go
husband/ wife comes n go
money comes n go
only daddy n mummy will always here
suddenly tink bout tat ^^
went for a mv today " drag me to hell"
tis mv not bad, quite scary .
after mv went back to house.
today i will be alone at home
parents went to attend wedding diner
brother goin out wit frens
me ..?? alone eating instant noodle now while blogging =(
i hate tis kind of feeling. feeling empty n lonely
all my ji mui went to kl.
some of my frens hving dinner wit family
everyone is busy
no one willingly spend some time wit me
asking myself now shub i continue to be single??
all the time , single for me is the best
no hurts, no sad
nonit to tink much , freedom, can go anywhere or do anything i like
maybe is the time for me to stop playing around.
sometimes too tired bout facing those prob reli need to find a shoulder to lye on
good tings r hard to find
i'm realize tat i found it but maybe is nt the rite time now
feel disappointed, dun ask me y.
i'm reli fall into the deep hole.
waiting hoping n wishing.