tearsday

i had been working for 3 months. learn lots of tings, n understand how hard wokring life is. i keep finding happiness, hw i wish i could go bek my college life n in single. i tot in relationship will be a happiest ting in my life, but actually is nt true.

i keep wishing n praying to god that will give me a gud bf n husband tat can be able to take care of me ,treat me gud, pamper me , love me, loyal to me n honest to me . is it very hard ? y i can mk it n they cant mk it? y everytime i treat them so gud n in the end i been hurt by them n cried alone in a room n they just walked away.

will you stand by me , will you care for me , will you love me for whole life........ =''(