BloG oF Lif3 , woRd oF Chr!RIsT!n3

am i still searching ? confuse....

2012-01-17T11:59:00.003+08:00

one of the tings tat i afraid nw is" sumone" treat me cold out of sudden, yesterday n today "sumone" treat me abit cold..duno hw to describe the feeling, i can feel the cold thru communication. i m very afraid of tis kind feeling... dun feel comfortable... n abit upset. i tyr to concentratew on my job n i try nt to treat "sumone" so important in my life. i will try to put my family n career to the first, n the rest is the last.

i owes keep on finding sumone who reli can treat me the best n appreciate me. i duno wat happen to the world nw, appreciation is no longer appear in ppl' heart. i didnt mean everybody, wat i mean is the ppl tat i know very well..

twenty twelve ^^

2012-01-03T13:55:00.002+08:00

whoohoo.. is 2012

hmm.. still the same, owes hope for the best .
yesterday was my 24th birthday ..
i receive a very beautiful burberry watch frm my luv one ..
24 years i never hv my own branded watch , n tis is the first watch frm him.

the moment i saw the watch , it is reli shock me.. i nvr expect.

i m feel so touch n wana cry out but hahaha.... i hold bek my tears =')

be brought me to a japanese restoran for a wonderful dinner.

last nite i m reli feel so happy.. n i hope the following days n years will oso b happy

once again , i wana say thanks to my bie ... luv owes <3

傻傻的我

2011-12-15T10:37:00.002+08:00

我真的可以就这样的原谅他吗？我不想那么轻易的原谅他，可是我还是做了。有时候觉得自己很懦弱，很没用。从没为自己想过。谈了四次的恋爱，好像从来没有一个对我真心过。是不是我的问题呢？我到底出了什么问题？很无奈。 =（

有点期待下个周末的到来，可是却逼自己不要太期待，原因是每一次我期待的东西到头来会成为失望，所以只好别去想。呵呵！！　

是时候放手吗？

2011-12-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

这几天的心情非常低落，很伤心。一次又一次被他狠狠地欺骗，觉得自己很愚蠢。好想就这样结束这段复杂的恋情。我开始有点想放弃，不会像以前一样有种不舍得或怕失去他。这一次他又对我说谎了，对我讲骗话的时候语非常的自然。但还好这一次，老天爷爷真的帮了我一个大忙，让我发现他在隐瞒我一些东西，不然我又在傻傻的什么都不知道。

真的很不明白为什么他总是这样对我？爱个人不是应该坦白吗？我真的好难过，也许我该放手吧. ='(

一个人

2011-12-08T10:58:00.012+08:00

一年又一年, 时间过的很快。我开始觉得时间不够用，好像好多东西都还没完成，没实现。有时候我在想如果有一天真的世界末日了我还能够做些什么呢？等死吗? 听起来好像有点可怕哦！算了算了，还是别去想那些有的没的。

最近爱上一首非常浪漫的歌，不懂为什么就是被这首歌给吸引了。连续听了好几天，开始习惯一定要它陪伴着我才能入睡，也许是我真的太寂寞了。真羡慕那些恋人可以常见面，一起喝茶，一起聊天，一起和大大班的朋友吃喝玩乐。面包书全都是他们的合照，好甜蜜，好开心。即使没见面他们的手机都不停的响，永远都有聊不完的话题。

其实爱情就是一件非常简单的东西，我们却把它弄得复杂

请问关怀在哪里

2011-12-06T15:10:00.004+08:00

昨晚的我就好像下了一场好大的雨，觉得好像失去一些东西但却讲不出到底是什么。今天我终于知道了，其实我一直想要得到的东西却好像渐渐的离我远远的。我以为只要我不去想就会没事但是其实并不是我想象的中么容易。我的快乐真真假假我开始分不清楚了。好可怕哦! 怎么办呢？=（

圣诞节快来临了，有点期待今年会不会收到一份惊喜的礼物。重来没有男生送过一分圣诞礼物给我。直到去年的圣诞节我收到一份非常精致的水晶音乐盒还刻上我的名字 "Christine“。去年的圣诞节我永远都不会忘记我是怎样度过的。好伤感！　一盘羊排，一个人品尝。一杯红酒，一个人享用。其实那时候吃什么都没胃口。希望今年可以渡过一个美好的圣诞节。　

2011-11-11T12:09:00.001+08:00

hehe..

11.11.11

tot i will be alone..

luckily, he acc me ...

11:11:11

2011-11-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

11:11:11
my favorite day.
but it seems lk nothing special for him,
hw i wish i could celebrate wit him on tat special day,
i noe i will be alone at home again.
sound so sad... yes, my tears just drop down.

my future.

2011-11-04T11:35:00.002+08:00

i m feel so xin fu working fo rmy dad.

i had learn lots of ting, n deal wit customr in a correct way

it teach me, conversation is very important.

i hv my own pln for my future,

i m glad tat i able to tok n discuss wit my dad wat i m goin to do for nex year,

n i m reli feel so happy tat my dad reli such a understanding person,

he tol me just do the ting tat i m interested.

i m goin to start my beautician course nex week. but in the same time i m still working until my course complete.

finaly i noe wat i m interested .

i pray tat everything will go smoothly.....

god, i pray tat my parents n ppl tat i love around me will owes be healthy n happy .

sincere from my heart

2011-11-04T11:20:00.003+08:00

saw ur blog tis few days, ur feeling abit better

i m felt so great n glad to noe tat u r happy wit ur life nw

i m still remember wat u had tol me last time bout life...

ahhaha, is kind of funny n it was so true.

i had learn a lot of things frm u.

thx alot.
i wish u all the best in everthing ,

n i m sure u will find a better person in ur life .

tearsday

2011-10-13T13:16:00.002+08:00

i had been working for 3 months. learn lots of tings, n understand how hard wokring life is. i keep finding happiness, hw i wish i could go bek my college life n in single. i tot in relationship will be a happiest ting in my life, but actually is nt true.

i keep wishing n praying to god that will give me a gud bf n husband tat can be able to take care of me ,treat me gud, pamper me , love me, loyal to me n honest to me . is it very hard ? y i can mk it n they cant mk it? y everytime i treat them so gud n in the end i been hurt by them n cried alone in a room n they just walked away.

will you stand by me , will you care for me , will you love me for whole life........ =''(

wishing

2011-09-02T15:12:00.002+08:00

wow, is alde september 2011

time past so fast

i looked bek my previous blog,

n is reli happen many thing in the relationship..

i reli hv no idea hw i went thru this few months

tats reli toturing me ..

living in a nitemare world, my world full of tears n sorrow

finally it come to an end ..

i duno will it come bek again to me or nt?

will i'm goin to suffering tis ting again or nt?

i m feel so fearful

god, i m reli pray tat it wont happen again

god, i just want a simple life n happy relationship
no complicated, no betray, no lies n no third party

lifeeee

2011-05-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

story bout u again
i dunno wat should i say anymore
i felt so unsecure everytime
wish tat it will be alrite soon
just wana settle everything n started to work hard n get wat i want
tis is the most important ting now
i wan to hv a very very gud life
i duno wat should my future will goin to be
bt i owes promise myself nt to be poor

thousand of why

2011-03-22T02:59:00.002+08:00

give me bek the trust
let me trust u 100% again
let me feel tat i m owes ur priority
let me feel tat whn i m down n sad ,u r owes here
let me feel tat i m important to u
let me feel tat u reli luv me alots
i dun wan i m the one who treat u so good only
pls treat me good as well
i m too tired to " fu chu" everything
eveytime i fu chu n i get nothing
i hate all my ex who never ever appreciate me
i hate thm alot alot alot
i cant feel love from u guysss
where is my luv????
where is all those care n appreciate???
who r the one can treat me like a little princess??
i m hoping , but tings owes go to the opposite way
i m nt a girl that let ppl admire me adore me sayang me
i m a girl who owes been stupid to treat ppl tat owes make me cry
do so many tings but wht i get?
i jsut wan luv care n apreciate... is it hard?
i demand for simple ting, but seems noone can give it to me tis 3 tings
wat is love? y i hv to put so much love inside?? y i owes sacrifice ? why ??
plsssss, show me , showw me plsss
where is the luv?

time goes by n now is year of 2011

2011-02-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

again i saw the album
n i tot tis time i wont hv tears anymore becuz getting numb
but it still tears out
actually wat i m waiting for?
reli ting will come bek to me?
i do not noe.
waiting waiting n waiting
time goes by , n now is year 2011
n yet i m still waiting
everynite tinking of our future our relationship
our life......so many ting bout u
whn will only goin to be stable down
y i cant hv a simple relationship wit u
i jsut wan to be simple, great future, happy life wit u
waiting for almost half year, in tis half year i still treat u the best
y huh??? i laugh.... cuz i adore u

my only luv

2011-01-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

i just wan to enjoy n appreciate the moment wit u
wat will happen in the end i wont care
pusing kepala again
i m reli miss the time wit u for the past half year
if time could go bek , i wish it will jsut stop at tat moment
where is our future? wat will it be?? will we forever until we die??
luvs u so much even more thn anything
baby, pls come bek to me ok?
the world is so big, n i found u , n u r my only one , my only luv ='(

tik tok tik tok,, is time to wake up

2011-01-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

all the while i tot leaving everything is the best choice
but now i only realise, ppl who luvs me they r reli worry me
i had been so disobedient n feel so childish suddenly
i noe i jsut wan "tao bi" those ting
i tot leaving here will make me feel better
but actually is so silly
i dun care my future anymore, out of sudden i m just like a death person
tis morning tok wit my parents, tol me many tings in life
suddenly wake up half half
i noe they luv me alot, they just let me do watever i like
i now i tink is tiem for me to wake up
not been stupid n let those sadness fall me
i wan to be myself back
i hope i can make it, i hope i can get wat i want.
sigh...missing him again .

27/12/09 - 12/01/11

2011-01-12T13:20:00.001+08:00

ending
me n him end the love story today
everything is an end alde
='(
missss u

爱你不是游戏，落泪不是演戏，瞬间的幸福不美丽

2011-01-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

be4 leaving, i tink i will spend more time wit my parents
i reli missss all my frens.
i hope tat tis time i m reli can just leave, no more "bu she de"

to noe u is to loving u

2011-01-10T20:12:00.004+08:00

chinese new year is coming soon
hmm, feeling nt tat excited like last year
dunno how to describe it
sighh~
wat should i do more off in 2011 and wat should i do less in 2011?
erm, hard question for me.
i tink i should focus more on my study n my future
n should learn how to luv myself more n protect myself
wat should i do less?? erm.....no idea
sighh...
sumone is wit u n beside u now, =''(
i dun wan tis relationship anymore. god i reli dun wan d .
air ticket is wit me now,
should i pack everything now n leave?
baby, why u owes break my heart ? do u noe how hurt it is?
pls dun treat me in tis way
i will leaving u without a single words
silently leaving penang

leaving n go away tis place??

2011-01-09T00:51:00.004+08:00

a great weekend wit u
cleaning up ur house wit u
watching movie in the cinema wit u , a movie called "paranormal"
but i noe all tis sweet moment is just temporary
now 12am sumthing , i noe u r outside.
god, i alde do my part, i reli do my very best d,
god, tis time i will make a move
few more days to go, everything will be an end n full stop.

一個人走

2011-01-04T13:47:00.004+08:00

everything settle d
i m get ready d.
i just left few more days
now is the time to meet up all my frens
i will be very miss them alot
especially angeline, helen, diana, hui juin, sumitha , my little bro n my parents
hv to move forward, frankly , i do miss him alot ='(
i wish him all the best in everythng
u will owes in my heart. =')

happiness is my birthday wish

2011-01-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

few more minutes i m goin to be older one year
hmm, is nt a "happy" birthday for me tis year
but i tink i should nt complain so much
can celebrate wit my family n cousin n all my luvly aunties
i alde feel satisfy d
wat i want for birthday??
i need a holiday ler... need a peaceful mind
but the most important ting is i want "happines"
i hope tat 2011 can give me alots of happiness n gud memory
i reli dun wish to go thru those hard time d
god, i reli pray tat everythign will be end soon n settle soon

pls dun make it happen

2010-12-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

29/12/2010 11pm
will it goin to be end on tat time?
i reli duno god.
i m so scare of losing ting i tat i luv
why tis kind of ting owes happens to me
why whn i m serious wit it, n fall so deep alde, then ppl try to hurt me
wat i did wrong?? can anyone tell me?
i just wan a simple n happy relationship tats all
y ting owes cant go smoothly ,n owes make it complicated
23 hours to go
i dunno how i m goin to go thru tis 23 hours
dunno wat answer u will give me
i m so worry , i m so nervous, i m so scare of losing u ='(

1st year anniversary

2010-12-28T00:30:00.003+08:00

27/12/2010 one year anniversary
went to hv a wonderful dinner in Vintage Bulgaria at
a nice n cute cute restoran
enviroment is nice but the food hmmm, so so lo
but is ok, as long as can celebrate wit bie, i reli felt so happy d
after tat whn to beach side, wow, my favorites^^
hugging each other tightly, holding hands together,
is so sweet, i wish tat everyday will be the same
gave him a toy "war machine" as a 1st year anniversary n christmas gift
hope tat he will appreciate it n luv it alot
whn he saw it , i wish tat he could tink of me tis cutie bie
even though is reli hard to get tis gift but is worth it cuz my bie reli liek alot.
i reli pray tat n hope tat we will celebrate our anniversary every year

wordless

2010-12-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

no doubt i miss u bie
waiting u come bek from genting
i tink now u alde in penang d
cant get u =(
few messages from u tis 2 days
y treat me so cold?
just dun like tis kind of feeling
sigh~~
no words describe how i feel now
missing u but in the same time........haiz.

pls cherish me cannnn?? ok??

2010-12-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

whn i m happy i wont write it here
whn i m sad i will pour out all my sadness here
cuz happy moment i will keep in my heart 4ever
but for sadness i will throw it in blogger
no doubt, i m nt happy everyday
but i try to make myself strong n be happy
but my smile is so fake
i keep tinking, how long i will goin to suffer all tis
but there is no answer
god, i reli duno why u send tis person into my life
i reli dun understand, u luv me so much n i noe u wont let me hurt again
but tis time, is more hurt than the previous one
why lord? why is me?
i feel so unsecure
i felt tat maybe sumday i will lose tis person
if i lose tis person, i will heart broken
n i dunno wat i will goin to do nex
tis person alde be a part of my life, n i dunno y tis person becum so important to me
='( wuwuwuwuwu~~~~

will u cherish my heartache

2010-12-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

just finish cooking lamb chop wit ham mushroom n potato salad
candle nite dinner wit myself
first time eating lamb chop on a big dining table is just me alone ='(
cheers christine
how i wish u r here celebrating wit me together
y my christmas day so dull n boring
reli home alone. ='(
noone appreciate me
all those tings i did oso no one appreciate
hmmm
hungry d ler, start my candle nite dinner ^^

dun cry dun cry

2010-12-25T14:32:00.002+08:00

woke up in the afternoon,
n i found there is nobody at home,
everyone hv their own plan, but how bout me?
tis year christmas i reli can feel the loneliness
i m just alone at home ='(
i miss u so much
can u come come n acc me rite now?? =''(
31st of december will i alone again?
2010 is nt my year. most of the festival,n special day i m owes alone
in relationship = single , like no different
wat did i did wrong?
feeling so cold,the house is so silent
dun even feel the christmas mood
so saddd
where is my fren? where is my parents? where is my luvs one?
again, tears drop ='''(
i tol myself nt to cry on christmas eve n day
be strong christine, u r nt alone, god will owes wit u

disapponted

2010-12-24T10:24:00.001+08:00

i m alone during christmas eve n christmas day
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight
Because I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
='(

forgive n forget

2010-12-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

i'm alrite again.
just dun understand why i can so fast forget those sad tings just now
i dun wan to be like tat
i don wan so easy to forget n forgive wat ppl did to me
y i m owes so forgivable??
i rather hate them n n go away
but i noe i cant make it
so frustrated . whn all tis ting will end??

fall down deep deep

2010-12-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

lies everywhere
god, i cannot alde.
i reli cannot make it d
i m like a baby girl keep crying
god, i tink i should leave is it??
is it leaving is the most rite choice for me?
guide me oh lord, i reli need u lord.
i dunno where should i go, i hv no direction anymore
lord, will my prob settle before christmas eve?? ='(
sighhh, ='(
i m reli tired of everything
TIRED
i'm fall d

leaving to a places there is no one noe me. n start my new life

2010-12-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

writting a long long essay
pissed off, sad , crying, hurting
chances are waiting
but seems no appreciate it
GIVE UP , GIVE UP, GIVE UP ='(
='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='(

paiNnnnn

2010-12-22T18:38:00.002+08:00

suppose to go my fren's birthday party
but suddenly no mood
knowing sumthing tat i m nt suppose to noe it
sumtime asking myself, reli worth it??
i m so so silly , i m the most stupid person in tis world
my heart is so tiny n pure, n i cant protect my little heart
but how?? i still need to look forward n move on
is so unfair for me. =(

oh my Assssss

2010-12-21T01:58:00.002+08:00

PING ! PONG ! PIANG~
outchhhh, my ass "kai hua" again
aiyoooo, one week sure must fall down once
stupid DORAEMON, stop calling me Doraemon.
i dun wan to be round, i dun wan to be humpty dumty

all i wan for christmas is YOU

2010-12-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

deng deng deng~~
christmas is coming soon
hmm, tis year christmas wat i m goin to do?
of course the same wish again .
crossing my fingers n wishing upon the star " all i wan for christmas is YOU" <3
can can can???

may the joy be wit me

2010-12-19T21:11:00.003+08:00

come to tis junction in my life,
merely bcuz something in me kept saying "i deserve to be happy"
i were born to add sumthing , to add value in tis world.
to simply be sumthing, bigger and better thn i were yesterday
not to add on my sorrow n pain
every single i have been thru, every single moment tat i have come thru
were to all prepare me for tis moment rite now
i beliff tat i m great, tat there is sumthing magnificent bout me
regardless of wat has happen to me in my life,
regardless of how young or old i tink i might be,
the moment i begin to "tink properly",
this sumthing tat's within me, tis power within me tat's greater than the world
it will begin to emerge , it wil guide me, protect me,
direct me, sustain me very existence

a piece of paper with more thn 30 reasons

2010-12-18T03:17:00.002+08:00

when we having a really hard time in a relationship
tings aren't working, we r not getting along ,
someone is in our face, we still can turn tat relationship around
erm, take a piece of paper
n for the next 30 days sit down n write all the tings tat we appreciate bout the person
tink bout all the reasons tat we luv them.
we appreciate sense of humor,we appreciate how supportive they are
and wat we will find is tat when we focus on appreciating and acknowledge their strength
tats wat we will get more of, and the problem will fade away
i m doin tis everyday , tats too many reason i luv tis person

last episod

2010-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

heavy heart,
few more days to go,
i noe is nt easy for me to make it
but lord pls give me the strength

Angel vs Devil

2010-12-15T00:52:00.005+08:00

pissed off
u come n tell me tis n tat
show off how sweet u r now
fine...
but pls dun ever judge on me n say bad bout me
u dunno me at all. but i reli never expect u will tok to me
toking wit u reli make me goose bump,
reli never expect tat u will say those ting.
i m so worry tat u will goin to harm n hurt ppl tat u luv
i m reli dun understand why some ppl got 2 faces
infront of u like an angel, but behind u like a devil
is so fakeee, but i owes beliff tat god noes wat u r doin
some ppl try to get sumthing , they will " bu zhe shou duan" is becuz they wan to win
ok, just let u be a winner. i m surrender. no point to fight wit u
i m so tired, i m reli tired of everything
i m just wan to hv a simple n happy life.
no complicated plssss

genting trip wit my bie

2010-12-13T02:43:00.000+08:00

11/12/10 - 12/12/10 finally we went to genting,
oh my god, 8am bus, but 7:15 i woke up. is reli make me crazy
i m so scare tat i cant able to reach at the bus station on time
but reli thx god, i reach there just on time.bie must be very pek chek
suppose to make breakfast for him, hmmm, let him hungry for half day
so sorry bie, nex time i promise u wont happen all tis ting again
anyway , we reach there around 2 sumthing
it was fun, the weather there is cold
but there was so crowded, full of ppl
was so suprise tat, tat day is doraenon anniversay
we went to hv pic wit doraemon, hahaha
is very funny, i wondering, is it i m reli look like doraemon??
bie is kidding me.
but went i saw the pic few times, i tink i look abit like D
oh gosh.... how come?? bie must be wash my brain
i tink i look more like snow white, not D
ehem....
we went to coin pool, is a wishing pool, of course me n him make a wish there.
i reli hope n wish tat my wish will come true, god, answer prayer
n of course i m very curious wats bie wishing ?
the nex day, we went to outdoor theme park,
we only play 3 tings, quite wasting money , not reli worth it
is nt enuff time for us to play
but is ok, i alde very satisfy
i m so happy to be wit him, even though tats still a prob between us
but i beliff tat everything will be settle soon
i hope tat we can hv another trip together.

christmas?? alone??

2010-12-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

christmas is coming soon
i m hoping to celebrate wit my luvs one during christmas eve
i m reli dunno , will i goin to be alone on tat special day?
i tink i will ends up disappointed , god, i m reli wishing tat i could spend my time wit him
i m reli hope for it.
is our day, is our first met.
will him throw me aside n cleberate wit sumone else on tat day??
i m so confuse, i felt tat i m reli nothing n nobody to anyone.
i m trying to be strong, i m tyring to be patient
god, i dun wan anything christmas gift from him
wat i want is can be celebrate wit him on christmas eve
every year christmas eve, i celebrate wit frens,
but never celebrate wit my luvs one b4
i m reli hoping tat he will choose to be wit me on tat day

reli hopeless

2010-12-10T20:21:00.001+08:00

feeling abit erm.... nt reli happy n secure
whn sumone tat u r mind n care suddenly dun care bout u anymore
treat u not like last time anymore
is reli make us feel so upset
we owes wanted to becum their most important person in their life
becuz in our heart, they r important, n we want them to feel the same as well
we trying so hard to be a perfect person, tolerate, patient, loving, caring, understanding,
support each other, helpful and fun
but in the end,no one seems to appreciate it
they throw us aside n dun even care how we feel.
is so hard , reli hard for us to continue to be wait n patient
will them wake up one day n realize everything??

i m so scare

2010-12-02T03:25:00.000+08:00

u give me hope, n make me disappointed
i rather there is no hope , so i wont feel any disappointed
try to give up many many times, but in the end i hold back again
i tol mysely, is nt easy to walk thru tis hard time
but i m still so stubborn n choose to stay
ppl around me luv me so much, they worry me , they care for me
i m noe i very weak now, i m duno wats will goin on next
is pretty hard for me to live everyday
been sleepless, been hopeless
wat ppl saying bout me, evrything i hv to settle bymelf
even nt happy i need to keep in my heart, there noone can help
only god u noe how i feel in my heart
my heart broke several times
i reli dun wish to give up, for me everything worth it

fear

2010-11-22T14:37:00.002+08:00

is been a long time i had never go to my blog.
tis few weeks is reli a hard time for me to go thru
tears, hurt, pain, suffering
i m living in a darkness world
meaningless of life, everything is hopeless to me
i question myself, is it god is true?
n if yes, y u wan me to suffer all tis ting everytime??
n now i realise tat, u wan me to be strong, u wan me to grow more stronger
god, i m reli afraid, tat is a fear in me now,
i m so worry , i m so afraid tat sumthign tat i luv will leaving me
father lord, i just pray tat everything will over soon
i just wan bek my hapiness life
lord, i pray tat everythign will settle soon

hurt

2010-11-10T02:25:00.001+08:00

my six sense reli so accurate
the ting i m not wish to happen n yet now alde happen
heartache...
god, y all tis ting will happen to me??
wat i did wrong?
why why why?
y ppl tat i luv n care so much , sure will make sumthing to hurt me ?
tears rolling n rolling nad keep on dropping
everynite sleepless
wat i can do?patient?
heart is pain, even breat oso can feel the pain
how long i m goin to suffer all tis ting

wonderinggggg

2010-10-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

E&O hotel
bring my luv luv bie there for his birthday dinner
a wonderful dishes, especially the desert
no doubt , is yummy, hope too eat second time , slurp~~ tam chiak ^^
environment is nt bad, dishes is delicious, hope my bie will enjoy the dinner
after the dinner, we went bek home. while on the way driving bek
my bie send me a message, "dear. thx for the wonderful gift n dinner........."
dear?? y call me dear??
i m noe i m abit sensitive, but just feel weird, he never call me dear
but anyway , maybe is my sensitiveness make me simply tink .

six sense againnnn

2010-09-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

feel weird, sumthing is nt rite
my six sense again.
frustrated, y i can suspect him ?
y suddenly i hv no confidence at all
my heart is so uncomfortable
i hope my six sense is getting me wrong =(

joy, happy for my bie

2010-08-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

i m reli so so so happy tat everything is settle
i cant describe how happy i am now
i m reli feel the joy
finally my bie get wat he wants.
i m so so so happy for him.
hmm, we cant owes stick together d
bie will goin to be very busy
but is ok, his future is more important
phewww~~ finally i can see the joy in my bie's face
muacksssss.
reli thx god. thx alot
i wish bie hv a new start and everthing will go smoothly

dumpling day ^^

2010-06-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

we having a great time together
guess what?? we make dumpling
D.I.Y , hehehe^^
awww, my bie reli talented to make dumpling
he fold it so nicely
hahaha, too bad, we didnt snap any pic, wasted,
nvm, still gt second time
i luv to do ting together wit bie, i felt so sweet n enjoy whn wit him
i hope tat bie feel the same way too
i owes wan to be his special person tat he never met
am i special to u bie?? hahaa, i tink so .
anyway, the dumpling is super duper good
we ate alot tat day, i dunno how many we ate, but i noe is damm muchhhh
hahaha. sweetttt^^ . miss my bie so much

complecated feeling i hv now

2010-05-15T00:32:00.002+08:00

listening music
n reli make me tink of many tings
the feeling i hv now is sad
y huh?
no reason, maybe of the music
worry my health
but i believe in god, i noe he will bless me owes

god, take away all my happiness n give it to my luvs one

2010-04-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

tears drop again
third time d
how i'm goin to help u?
i reli dunno
GOD, i hv so many tings to worry
worry bout my study n his stuff too
those worry when only can settle it down .
god, i just wan a simple life tats all
god , u owes noe i never demands alot
i just wan a simple n happy life
pls don take everything away tat i luv from me
god, i dun wan to see the person tat i luv so sad n feel hopeless everyday
god , if can i rather be the unhappiest person.
i dun wanna to let my luvs one to suffer tat.
god, if can i rather give all my happiness to my luvs one
i willing to suffer tat

lonely, i'm mr. lonely . i hv nobody

2010-04-24T15:47:00.004+08:00

is raining now
feeling so blue
tats y i dun like to be alone at home.
thx my dear frens for coming to my house acc me for few hours.
sorry my dear A
sorry for owes ppk u .
i noe u will see my blog
dun angry me pls. i noe i owes break the promise
but i promise u nex time i will surely meet u up
i reli miss u , its been one month we didnt hang out d
pls enjoy tonite k .
snaop many pic n show me k .

lord, answer my prayer

2010-03-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

so sad
dunno wat to do
realise tat my blog 80% sadness more than happiness
nt to cry gurl, god pls answer my prayer
pls lord....
i dun wan to see him so moody
as u noe lord, i wil feel tha same way too

boring weekend nite

2010-02-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

boring weekend nite
hmm... nothing much to do
my bro shub b very enjoy at club later.
hng~~ never ask me to go . good bro !!
sien~~ where is all my frens???
evryone hv their own activities
=(

i'm sad , when u r sad

2010-02-10T16:53:00.005+08:00

sad ='(
when u r sad, i'm feel sad too
dunno wat to do to make u cheer up .
hving problems, i cant help
just only listen those problem u mention to me
so worry , worry for the whole day
dunno wats in ur mind
dunno wat r u tinking bout
dunno at all
='(

god, answer my prayer. there is none like u , u r the greatest n powerful god
only u can do the imposible

V & C

2010-02-10T01:19:00.004+08:00

red box wit baby v
enjoy it n luv it
fried soba, quite nice, maybe we r too hungry lol.
baby v, " are u lonesome tonite "
haha, u noe wat i mean. i will remember always.
how dare u stop it . grrrr....
after tat, shopping time, hehe, V bought sumthing for me
shhhh..... secret . *shy*
haha..
finally bought it.
reli like it.
father lord, i pray tat always be wit him n bless him
lord, u luvs him, n let him be wish come true. give him all the best

down

2010-02-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

wat a bored saturday nite for me
tonite no where to go ler.
frens ask me goin to soi
but ... haiz.
dunno ler.
no mood at all
=(

in the dream will hv it

2010-02-03T01:18:00.003+08:00

老公就要找这样的！

*有点害羞，但曾在分别的街头，大声说我爱你。
*同我去庙里求签，轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。
*言而有信。
*从来不迟到——我迟到他不生气。
*拥抱很久、很紧——每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。
*睡得比我迟一点，醒来早一点。
*朦胧醒来轻呼我的名字——没有呼错。
*记得我的日期、鞋号、最怕的事。
*我很怕虫子，见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。
*笑起来很像个坏蛋——其实不是。
*不舒服时，请假带我去看医生，回来路上买冰淇淋做励。> > *开车绝不喝酒，让我系上安全带。
> >帮我做家务，每天。边做边聊天。
* 常常帮助别人，不为什幺。
* 答应我﹕永远不。然后永远不。
* 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。
* 雨天散步，背我过积水，说﹕你还可以再胖一些啊。
* 吵嘴时不会一走了之。
* 错了会认错。
* 我说笑话他笑。
*逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子，他说﹕都试一遍好了。
* 试鞋时，他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。
* 常常说，有我呢。
* 指甲整齐干凈，喜欢我替他剪指甲。
* 小孩子都喜欢他，常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。
* 拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。
* 忙时给我订机票，让我带父母一起出去玩。
* 告诉我——24小时随时打电话。
* 告诉我——不要省钱。haha
*去义务献血，回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块“福利饼干”给我尝。
* 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。
* 我喜欢赤脚，他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。
* 与人争论听上去像是解释。
* 教我滑旱冰，扶着我跑了快一千公里。
* 从不上网聊天。
* 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣，他说谢谢，不用。
* 送我的花是盆花，替我浇水。
* 和我下棋，允许我悔棋。
* 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我……
* 喜欢运动，带我去招待女宾俱乐部。
* 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。
* 他养了一条大狗，他的狗喜欢我。
* 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊，他坚决不还。
* 我不辨方向，他体内有指南针，说——跟牢我。
* 吃我吃剩的东西。
* 我失眠时他陪我聊天。
* 比我取不到的东西让他取。
*重大的事情和我商量，比如明年的投资计划、周末野餐带不带烧烤架，晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。
* 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。
* 我感冒了，他还是会用我的杯子喝水。
*和大人起像大人，和孩子在一起像孩子。
* 喜欢我，从未犹豫，从不和别的女人比较。
*必须非常合心的东西才会买——买时从不问价格，然后用很久很久。
* 火车站接我，早到十分钟，带一盒蓝莓酸奶。
* 我买给他的东西都合他心，不转送他人。
* 身上的味道很好闻，但他自己不知道。
* 逛街回家，一只眼看电视球赛一只眼看我试新衣。
* 对女人有风度，也有距离。
* 有了他，计算机罢工不必彻夜痛苦。
* 很少叹气。
* 真的可以随时找到他。
*和他在一起不怕死——也不害怕活下去，活到很老…

my words for everyone

2009-09-23T22:44:00.006+08:00

just finished watch a series just now
a series tat i had watch it more than 5 times
a series contain wisdom
learn how to use it in every aspect of our life - relationship, health, wealth, happiness
and in every interaction we have in the world.
everytime i watch it , i hv diff of tinking
but tis time i had found wht i wan n i try to make a change
i'm realise tat i meed to be transform but nt my appearance
is my attitude
of course, no one is perfect in tis world except GOD
but if we realize our weakness , our bad attitude
y dont we change it to be a better person
yes, say it is very easy
but if we didnt try it how we noe tat it cant works.
" u never try , u never noe. but once u try it , u will see the diff"
it's impossible to monitor every thought we have.
researchers tell us tat we have about 60,000 though a day.
can u imagine hw exhausted u feel trying 2 control all 60,000 of those thoughts?
fortunately there's an easier way, and it's our feelings.
our feelings let us noe wht we're tinking.
The importance of feelings cannot be overstated.
our feelings are our greatest tool top help ur create our life.
our thoughts are the primary cause of everything
everything else we see and experience in tis world is effect
and tat includes out feelings
the cause is always out thoughts.
many ppl don noe wht they wan
when they grow older, they will only find the answer
n yet , i had found it.
i hv everything now n i'm happy wit my life
but is still nt enuff,
i wan to share my happiness wit those ppl who r poor n needy.
tht r too many poor ppl in many country in tis world
recently my dad had adopt a six years old gurl in one of the poorest country
just need to give rm50 per month
they need a shelter n food to survive
just look at urself, we r so so lucky compare wit them
appreciate everything we hv.
yes, many of us complain of many tings, alot of problem ,
but many ppl in tis world, their problem might be bigger than yours.
so don complain much, lived hapily. *winks*

freaking nic song "blow me a kiss"

2009-08-31T19:28:00.004+08:00

Just changed my BloG song
RecentlY CrAZy non stop repeating tis same song
tats keep my mum gone " ku ku " almost
she shakes her head n quickly run off
*lmao*
A s0nG tat reli keep me so DESPERATE for listen it
" blow me a kiss "
nice title huh....
thx HIM alot,
always introduce many nice song 2 me
lurf sOoo mucHhh!!

oh yea...
someone asking me wht it mean TLC & PYT in the lyric??
TLC = Tender Loving Care
PYT = Pretty Young Thing

continue listen the song
ok full stop.

great time durin holidays

2009-08-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

ahem~~
guess wht tat?
YAM CAKE
made by christine^^
frankly, it is reli delicious

"mu shu gao" make by ME^^

yuhuuu~~
2 weeks holiday for me
spent times wit my bestie fren
n of course learn alot of local dish
otak-otak, yam cake, mu shu kuih, poh piah..
i cut my fingers wuwuwu~~
all is becuz stupid mu shu. it skin so hard to cut it .
poh piah is the longer process, took me 6 hours in da kitchen
but is worth it, cuz is freaking yummy.
but too bad i forget took the pic of poh piah n otak-otak
wht a waste =(

God, i'm just a little gurl

2009-08-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

haiz...
God, i'm just a little gurl to u
u noe wht i want
y u still wan me to wait??
God i'm sorrie tat question u in tis way .
i cant find any way to get an answer
been for one year , i was waiting .
but now it seems no any response
a broken heart, giving up.
say is always easy
give up is not an easy tings to make it .
tyring to give up , but ends up still holding
God, honestly i reli need it.
is it now is not the rite time???

a precious fren i had never found.

2009-07-21T01:19:00.004+08:00

awh ~~
sO swEet =)
she noes i'm hving exam
deAr make me a salad n herbal tea
HER cares n luvs to ME reli tOuCH MY heart <3
is hArd 2 find a fr3n tat reli cares bout u
but i had found it nOw
no doubt, yea.is her
wht i can say is
appreciate

even thou is a small tings she makes for me, but it had alde melted my heart.
more than enuff

my heart 50% up, 50% down

2009-07-19T20:16:00.005+08:00

Feeling frustrated
dunno why i'm doin tat??
CoNFuSing
so Emo

i dun wanna to talk about it.

waiting , hoping n wishing

2009-06-14T21:54:00.005+08:00

frens come n go
bf/ gf come n go
husband/ wife comes n go
money comes n go
only daddy n mummy will always here
suddenly tink bout tat ^^
went for a mv today " drag me to hell"
tis mv not bad, quite scary .
after mv went back to house.
today i will be alone at home
parents went to attend wedding diner
brother goin out wit frens
me ..?? alone eating instant noodle now while blogging =(
i hate tis kind of feeling. feeling empty n lonely
all my ji mui went to kl.
some of my frens hving dinner wit family
everyone is busy
no one willingly spend some time wit me
asking myself now shub i continue to be single??
all the time , single for me is the best
no hurts, no sad
nonit to tink much , freedom, can go anywhere or do anything i like
maybe is the time for me to stop playing around.
sometimes too tired bout facing those prob reli need to find a shoulder to lye on
good tings r hard to find
i'm realize tat i found it but maybe is nt the rite time now
feel disappointed, dun ask me y.
i'm reli fall into the deep hole.
waiting hoping n wishing.

hehe.... new hp

2009-06-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

thx to my luvly daddy.
he bough me a new hp
sony errison w705
yes. i'm like it.
tis is my first time using sony errison ..
not bad, user frendly oso ..
the function is not bad.
reli thx my daddy, he always try to give us the best
thx god for giving me such a wonderful parents
i'm happie to be born in tis family..
i seldom saw other parents holding hands or hugging each other
but my parents they did.
they holding hands in shopping mall
they seldom quarrel..
every sunday is our family day
usually we will went for shopping, movies, makan n goin taiping(sometimes)
my dad is a very bz business man , but he will try to spend time we us.
alot of thing my parents had done to me .
n i will always keep inside my heart.

good try...haha

2009-06-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

friday nite,,planning where to go??
after work, receive a message from her
ask me wanna go QEII?
i say ok.
so went to QEII wit my dear frens
lol..saw many of my college frens there.
i'm in luv wit the environment there n
the drinks " miss behave n red wine" is tasty
IBAND is oso there for the performance
my fren's bf oso there for finding some gals n set up the hair
becuz he is a hairstylist, his teacher wan me to enter the contest too
the titile is "miss elegant"
WTF~~~~ i'm not elegant oso..
bt nvm , hv some fun n try lo. cuz can get prices haha...
hv a fast cat walk on the stage, " shy "
lol...just get consolation prise nia
but not bad oso la, get a shampoo, conditioner n hair cream
those r new product from Italy
all those product is sponsor by Beautility
after that went to fame hv some drinks.
quite many ppl over there.
guess n see who i saw ?? lol..
never expect will saw him there..
keep on saying me tat i drunk
to be frank la...just abit only but still alert
tats my day..

penang hill

2009-05-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

hving a graat time in penang hill wit my frens
such a long long time never been there d
waiting for the cable car for n half hour
goin up the hill need half n hour..
swt....abit boring but still enjoy it
haha..
after tat went for dinner in david brown restaurant
never noe tat penang hill hv a restaurant
the food is nice n the enviroment damm romantic
suitable for couple but too bad i'm single
haha^^
i'm in luv wit the restaurant actually

edited by james

2009-05-05T18:55:00.004+08:00

i luv tis pic alot
is edited by james ( graphic designer n photographer)
haha, see james i promote u here..
u shuld happie rite ..
reli thx alot oh

happy 48 anniversary to wesly methodist butterworth church

2009-04-26T22:43:00.005+08:00

today is a very special day for my church
48 anniversary .wow...
as usual reach at church at 9am sharp
today pastor's sermon is quite interesting
but too bad i almost 4 asleep cuz sleep too late last nite
after church service
will having luncheon in wah hong restaurant for celebrating the anniversary
my daddy oso follow us too .
i;m so glad tat daddy r wit us for the whole section
well, we having a very warm n enjoyable fellowship
my daddy always a best joker, make alot of fun wit them those who was sat in the same table wit us
can say tat our table is the most noisy, keep on laughing non stop
almost 2pm everyone was goin back d
so me n my parents headed to jusco
watching movie " uninvited"
nice movie, i'm like it
tis movie is bout a gal name anna who returns home after spending time in the hospital following the tragic death of her mother.
Her recovery suffers a setback when she discovers her father has become engaged to her mother’s former nurse, Rachel. That night, Anna is visited by her mother's ghost, who warns her of Rachel's intentions.
Together, Anna and her sister try to convince their father that his current fiancée is not who she pretends to be, and what should have been a happy family reunion becomes a lethal battle of wills between stepdaughters and stepmother.
u guys should watched it
after movie , we did shopping
bought alot of vegetables( my favourite )
tis whole week will gonna eat vege tats all.
sounds like pathetic rite
haha....
anyway i must reach my target
jia you oh christine.

new colour n hairsyle.

2009-04-23T20:23:00.004+08:00

my new hairstyle
how was it?? izzit look nice for me?
wow,,,,so many ppl(hairstylist) in the studio there watching the taiwan hairstylist cut n dye my hair
i felt so uncomfortable facing all the audience , pai sei only
after dying my hair , all the ppl cum took photo n some more video clip
swt..... haha
but they say the colour look so nice.
do u guys noe wht my hair colour??
let me tell u ya, is green red n light brown. sound like traffic lights??
haha. but is a most update colour now .
the taiwan hairstylist reli full of experience
he travel alot of places such like, england, europe, and america
to gain more knowledge n keep on update those new hairstyle
reli felt so happy to let him cut my hair
after dying hair went out wit fren, he say short hair look nicer for me
tat mean long hair i don look nice??? hng.....
my dad n my mum saw my hair, they say it so nice n make my face look small
before tat they keep on said tat my face so round
cut it short sure will make my face look round n fat
mana tao , now they silent d , no chance to say it tat to me.
today went to college, all my frens get shock, keep on asking mey suddenly cut it short
i have to repeat them so many times
but luckily they say very nice wor
actually i reli like it, it reli make my face look more thin
haha, but i still mising my previous long hair .

dunno wht they tink, dunno y they r so interested bout me.

2009-04-21T23:40:00.005+08:00

y ppl luv to create story
n yet, it sounds interesting
so tat many ppl will believe it without any proof
"laughing" haha, i suppose felt unhappy but i did not.
felt pity on them n those who believe wht they say
pls la, stop it rite now, i noe everything.
ya, i admit tat some u r saying the truth but is alde the past.
but now u r creating another diff story. huiyo..
u can become a best future director man.
hahahaha, i'm so happy wit my life now
i'm still alot of best frens here for me, they noe me well more than u
me n u are diff world, don come n interup my world
u do ur own ur things n i go my own way
wht u did , wht u say bout me i wont botter now even don care bout it
just to let u noe tat u r the greatest winner now
congratulations ya. if u felt happy in tis way then just continue go ahead
i wont get mad, but i'm tired acting as a fren infron of u

gosh.....short hair????

2009-04-19T21:28:00.006+08:00

goin to cut a new hairstyle on wednesday
is a short hair. gosh......
y so sudden??
cuz a famous hairstylist from taiwan need a model.
yea is me, to be his model.
i trust on him , i noe he will make me look pretty good .
i saw his book, n all those hairstyle is so unique n very elegant
he is so profession n a very experience hairstylist.
i'm felt honored to be his model.
thx to my fren " hui juin' to designate my name to him . muakssss...
abit missing my long hair, have to say goodbye soon ....
lol..

insane

2009-04-16T01:24:00.002+08:00

high calories, fats, sugar, desert
all those thing is tempting me
but i got to stop it ler.
thru diet i can learn to be discipline
started goin gym again ..
everyday keep on exercise
i can feel sweating non stop , fast heart beat, breath heavily
but only lost 2kg in three days....
swt la, only 2kg . keep it up ..
i told myself lost 5kg in one week
i noe i can make it ........
what a crazy week for me

i'm still the same me

2009-04-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

don judge me from my appearance n how i'm dressing
i'm still the same christine
i admit tat now i dress abit expose n daring
n it doesn mean tat i had change from last time
be4 knowing me i alde dress up like tat
is just tat seldom saw me dress up in this way
don say i'm doing thing or saying things abit crazy becuz of my last relationship tat hurt me much
it doesn related
i know wht i'm doin now
i wont mad on u, everyone have their own tinking n view of me
k ler...
don wanna say bout tat d

a blur nite, drunk drunk drunk

2009-04-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

last nite went out wit taceyon
long time didnt meet up wit him d
always ppk him
haha
hope tat he wont mind it oh
first time saw then say me fat then last time
kek sim only , cannot d must on diet rite now
nex time goin out wit him i wont let his hv a chance to comment me badly
we went to queensbay wanna watch movie but too crowded d cinema room almost full
so went to sot11 meet up wit his frens
meet some of my frens there, n know some of pervert guys in sot11
swt la, all is ah pek , keep on following me n force me go to fame to know some new frens
make me so scare at tat time nobody help me out.
tat time i alde drunk d , c uz drink too much ler
headache only, wannan vomit but cant so suffer only
goin back home i oso dunno wht time d , cuz still blur
dunno whther got vomit in his car or not .
i never been drunk 4 quite long time d
i felt like talking noncense wit taceyon in the car oh
when i drunk i luv to talk noncense n singing
aiyerrr., pai sei lo ..
but anyway is happy goin out wit him

i'm sorry

2009-03-14T13:49:00.002+08:00

even though everything is fine now, n they oso didnt keep in their heart
but i still cant facing them . i felt guilty for what i did
alde hurt them, the scar will in their heart 4ever, it cant remove
hv to take some time to recover
i'm sorry

恋上一个人

2009-03-13T23:13:00.004+08:00

爱上一个人真的要说出来吗？？

之前其实两个人都已经默默的接受了对方
两个人都已经象情人一样相处
甚至是到了大家都知道了的地步
那一句“我爱你”还真的那么重要嘛
为什么那些虚的海誓山盟必须存在那？？
为什么不可以只是简简单单的彼此相那。。。。。。
人生总是太多的无奈了
既然爱一个人就不要用海誓山盟这种没有意思的话去敷衍欺骗和锁住她
不过现在也因此我失去了我喜欢的人
也因此我相信我们有缘无份

初恋、暗恋、热恋、痴恋、苦恋、失恋……

2009-03-11T19:09:00.001+08:00

初恋～
世界上最甜美的事情莫过于你慢慢地向我走来

静静地诉说着「我爱你」

暗恋～
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

热恋～
世界上最令人察觉不到的事情便是你我在一起时
那个不断流逝着的

据说叫做「幸福」的曰子

痴恋～
世界上最遥远的距离

不是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起

苦恋～
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

失恋～
世界上最遥远的距离我明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷默的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

^wonderful dinner in paradise hotel, buffet

2009-01-18T09:55:00.002+08:00

friday nite having a wonderful buffet dinner wit ck in paradise hotel.
before goin there i went to meet my mui mui in the beach there, they having steamboat oh, tis is the first time i saw them orgasnise steamboat in the beach there.
feel so pai sei to Ah Zhe n her frens oh
let her wait for few hours then only meet them for few minutes then i had to go d .
i noe she wont mind, she is a baik hati orang. lol.
but too bad she have to go taiwan for two yeaes ,i will gonna misss her much.
after meet up wit her, we went to have dinner in paradise hotel.
the enviroment n the dishes there damm nice oh . yummy.
eat till so full oh. but too bad i forget to snap pic at there.
haiz...nvm la, next time ask ck to bring me go there again lo. haha.
later tat we having some drinks in Screwball and SS mostly this two places r elderly ppl go there.
almost drunk . haha. but still awake..
** the pic of paradise hotel i grab it from marl's blog, . she oso went there oh. hope she don mind i grap her photo . ^^

^ my 21st celebration

2009-01-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

hehe
few days didnt blogging d
let me talk bout my 21 birthday first
02/01/09
my happy n wonderful 21 celebration. hoey is the first person to wish birthday
thx her , muaks muaks. eraly morning go to gurney wit my honey n dear to gurney wacthing movie " bed time story" quite childish la the movie, lol.
after movie , ck come n find me to celebrate my birthday in gurney " chillis"
after the dinner he bring me to golden heart n bought me a ring, damm nice, but need to order , one month only can get it, so " bou huat" hv to wait for it. thx him so much.
after tat went 2 coffee island meet up wit my honey n dear, ah seng , ivan, raevon n his pretty gf
they order the food i just looking they makan nia, cuz i eat alot in chillis. when they wn to pay bills tat time suddenly some of the worker there bring a cake n sing birthday sing to me, lol. so suprising , really wqn to thx my honey dear n they all. thx honey dear n kc for the G2000 shirt as my birthday present. i like so myuch.
so happy oh . . . i tot no more suprise for me d.
after i went back house, omg, ah tong come n find me n give me DKNY as my birthday present, i really like it so much. we chit chat for an hour then i went in to my house d , suddenly ah tong call me n ask me go outside of my house to see something, mana tao is fire crackers oh. so suprise till i speechless for few minutes. so touched oh .....
tat day i really few so happy i will never forget it.
03/01/09
the next day went out wit my other frens, they celebrate my birthday wit me in auto city eh tao's. present alot oh. i like it so much . tat day eat till so full n my hands full of my present. hehe. lol .
05/01/09
tisa day is my brothers birthday , so my parents bring us to starviews restarant, oso for me 21 birthday oso , cuz my boirthday tat day celebrate wit all my frens haha, they no chance to celebrate wit me oso. lol. my mum give me a chain 21key chain , i can fly d ......freedom liao...whooo.....hehe
06/01/09
tis day xing hao celebrate my birthday wit me in queensbay at sakae sushi. he ar, order so many food , eat till cant stand up n walk oh . damm full man . even though my birthday alde over liao , but he oso gt sim la, still remember n promise me celebrate wit me when he is free. hehe . thx xing hao oh
still got alot of pic not yet post it up ,will post it up soon...

my wishes for my 21 years old birthday

2009-01-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

still gt one more hours is my 21 birthday d
am i happy goin to 21?
of course nop
but still have to face it .
erm..wt i wan for 21 birthday present?
beg , watch, perfume, handphone, shoes, shirt?
of cuz everyone wan it oso , me too actually
but wt i wan the most is happiness lo...
i feel tat now my smile n laugh is so fake
i don feel any happiness in my heart
my fren say i always ki siao n joyous
it just an appearance only just acting happy

i'm so tired to act happy,
god i wish tis new year 2009 will be a brand new year for me
i pray for give me happiness into my life
pray tat all my hurt pain n sad will disappear
pray tat i will foget all the past n stop missing someone
pray tat he will treat me as best fren n believe me wt i say n did
pray tat he wont tink i'm a faker anymore
god , i just wish tat all my frens n family have a good good healt n happy all de time. exspecially my best fren, i wan to pray for honey n dear have a bright future n can find a good n caring partner in their life, one day we might be leaving each other but our heart still will stick together no matter how far we r.

taiwan trip

2009-01-01T15:47:00.001+08:00

on the 10 of december went to taiwan wit parents
a wonderful trip.
delicious food
beautiful scenery
nice weather (cooling)
different culture
is fun there alot of orang asing...hehe
play games wit them
snap pic wit them too .
tat day meet one of my college fren (edward) there oso , wat a coincident
haha, he so bad go n snap pic of me when the orang asing carry me up ..

～×new life new christine^^

2008-12-16T15:31:00.002+08:00

just came back from taiwan...
what is my feeling now?
wit my new life?? still the same old me ?
of course wit my new life now
the first few days, i keep on tinking bout him...
无论去到哪里，我都会想起我心中的他
为什么他的影响力那么大？speechless......cuz i oso dunno ..
我很弱，我不懂得怎样学会坚强
每当想起那些回忆我就会很想哭，不听的哭
每次都有那种不舍得的心情，心都酸了
也许我还是放不下吧。
在那几天里我看开了好多
我要学会坚强
我变得不在那么固执
变得不理会别人怎样看我
变得不理会别人在我背后怎样讲我
变得不在乎在别人的心里我是个怎样的人
以前的我总是很在意别人怎样看我但现在一切都不重要了
还好我学会看得开，一切就顺其自然吧
现在我和他这样的关系很好啊
毕竟还是有说有笑啊
也许这样总比亲密关系好
还有这么长的一段路要走，谁会知道明天会发生什么事情吗？
当然是不知道啊，除非是神仙吧
所以学会了看开点，对我来说是一件好事。
短短的一个星期里会对我这么大的改变
我也意想不到

for myself

2008-11-29T19:01:00.001+08:00

如果可以, 我想要我的思想简单一点。复杂的，困扰的，可以全都不想。
如果可以，我想要我的话语成熟一点。气人的，扫兴的，可以全都不说。
如果可以，我想客串小丑，在不小心弄你生气时，望着我，你心情可以好些。
谢谢你提醒我很罗嗦，我多话，因为可以让僵硬的气氛暖和些。
谢谢你的来电，很想接听，却害怕那种无言的谈话而没有勇气按下。
胡言乱语一番，还是理不清。你说你态度表现差极，我又何尝不是？
我在原地止步了，无法跟上你的脚步。想想，我才是差劲的那一个。
除了原先的对不起，和信息里的晚安，我实在无言，只期待明天再聊。
其实我知道在你心里我不是第一
朋友和家人永远都是你最注重的人
我一直都很想你亲口告诉我 ” 我也是你最注重的人“
但是我知道你不会那么轻易的讲出口
难道连一句” 我爱你“ 都不能告诉我吗？
这些都是我过去的想法
但现在，我不在乎了。
难道说了我爱你，就代表真很爱吗？
这只是甜言密语
我现在什么都不在乎了，什么都不要
只要你对我好，不做对不起我的事
我就满足了。
你开心，我就开心
你伤心，我也会跟着你一起伤心
所以你的心情就等于我的心情 ^^

~*what a moody day for me

2008-11-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

today damm moody oso.
y i always keep all my sadness in my heart
aiyo... 烦死人了啦
so many bad thing happen n this month..
on monday, suddenly my fren told me tat alot of ppl knowing my secret ..
whenn i haerd it , my first reaction is oh my GOD...
my fren told me tat one of his fren call him , n they chat on de phone for quite long
their topic is christine most happening secret....
so down u noe....i really wanna find out who is the person to spread out my secret to let anyone noe it
i suspect one of my fren , becuz he is the person who noe my thing the most..
he made me n my closes fren misunderstanding, now my closest fren don trust me d,
cuz usually he will sare his thing wit me, but now he seldom talk to me , even in the class we were not same as last time d ...
i really dunno wht buffalo told his fren , n what his fren told t my closest fren
is so childish ...
y ppl luv to listen what they say n trust them without any proof
haiz....... really wanna get out of this.. my closest fren trust them more than me ..

glitter-graphics.com
tarot card

today went to tarot card reading wit my best buddy
i really not so believe it
actually i'm not going, but saw my dear n honey i also wanna have a try too
i ask for relationship, future, study n health..
the result for the tarot card reading ler...haha.. in the future i will having two children, a gal n a boy haha...so funny ...
for relationship...shhhhh...is a secret ..hehe
actually i just go for fun nia... just have to pay rm10 n then csan ask anything i like
haha, the most funny is my dear la, in the future she will having 4 children ,,,omg..her husband should be very geng wan ..haha..so dear must be prepared ya!! hahaa

~*my luvly mummy special day

2008-11-14T22:40:00.001+08:00

famous pork ribs

yummy ^^

crunberry wit lime

mushroon soup

today is a special day for my mum..
hehe guess what special day??
hehe.....
is her birthday today ...
whoo...happy birthday mummy ......
we all whole family celebrate in auto city " Chicago" restaurant
the ribs there damm nice..
i ate alot of..
omg.....fat d la...
bou lang ai liao ....
but nvm la, one year once nia mah ..
sikit sikit nvm la..
haha.....console myself only ....
let u guys see some pic ..
let u all jealous abit ..
hehe

~*4 in luv

2008-11-12T14:02:00.001+08:00

i'm fall in luv with one song oh..
damm nice...
like it so much..
sing by jay chou
title of the song is " shuo hao de xing fu ne"
taceyon introduce tis song to me ..
a very meaningful song to me ..
cuz the lyrics say out all my feeling....
now i still listening tis song non stop ..
haha...
damm boring day for me ...
tinking of something...
bf??? nah .....no la.....
tinking of what shirt i'm gonna wear in taiwan ..
haha...still a long long day to go la....
wish tat 10/12/2008 faster come....

~*spagheti,,,,,,,,yummy cook by christine

2008-11-07T01:09:00.001+08:00

cook by me oh ^^

today good mood ...
woke up d ..
cook some spaghetti for my dear frens to eat ....
cook quite alot ..
tot will not finish it d.. gg liao @@
but lucky ....
in the end still finish it ...
but i myself didnt eat it , cuz not enough haha...nvm ler...
bring it to college for irene n ai xin of course some more kit chai la..
hahahaha....
but i wont forget to keep one plate for taceyon wan
promise him d ...sure must kep my promise wan ....
they all say tis time i cook better then the first time ...
hehe ...of course cook second times d , sure become pro liao mah ..
hahahaha ^^
wish they will like my spaghetti...

~*miss it......wuwuwuu~~~~~

2008-10-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

today suppose goin auto city wan , cuz my beloved goin there " lam feng" u noe who is him , if u guys watch the hongkong drama " ka hou yu yun" in the drama his is call " kun ka chai". damm like him very much .........

but dunno y , at 5 something i felt like not goin d , suddenly change plan , no mood at all. dunno what happen oso .... kena scolded by frens lerrrrr.....pity me...... they say i always ppk " pan pui ki"

maybe i miss him kua,,,,,

izzit possible ???

haha....dunno ler......aiyo, christine mai cho bang liao la.....wake up wake up.....

haiz..now abit regret not goin there , miss lam feng leh .....

have to wait next time d , dunno still got chance to see him again or not....

maybe tat time i not siao lam feng kekekekekeke^^

maybe other actor....

i say tis , sure kena marah kuat kuat by lam feng's fans....

anoucement: sorry to all the lam feng's fans!! don come n pukul me oh ....^^

oh ya, tis my first blog , just register today nia, wish everyone give some comment to me. n read my blog ar.....just wan to share my happiness n sadness wit u all......muaks muaks.....