afraid

GOD
tis little gurl is AFRAID again
how oh~~?
afraid of losing...
sooooooo Down

my words for everyone

just finished watch a series just now
a series tat i had watch it more than 5 times
a series contain wisdom
learn how to use it in every aspect of our life - relationship, health, wealth, happiness
and in every interaction we have in the world.
everytime i watch it , i hv diff of tinking
but tis time i had found wht i wan n i try to make a change
i'm realise tat i meed to be transform but nt my appearance
is my attitude
of course, no one is perfect in tis world except GOD
but if we realize our weakness , our bad attitude
y dont we change it to be a better person
yes, say it is very easy
but if we didnt try it how we noe tat it cant works.
" u never try , u never noe. but once u try it , u will see the diff"
it's impossible to monitor every thought we have.
researchers tell us tat we have about 60,000 though a day.
can u imagine hw exhausted u feel trying 2 control all 60,000 of those thoughts?
fortunately there's an easier way, and it's our feelings.
our feelings let us noe wht we're tinking.
The importance of feelings cannot be overstated.
our feelings are our greatest tool top help ur create our life.
our thoughts are the primary cause of everything
everything else we see and experience in tis world is effect
and tat includes out feelings
the cause is always out thoughts.
many ppl don noe wht they wan
when they grow older, they will only find the answer
n yet , i had found it.
i hv everything now n i'm happy wit my life
but is still nt enuff,
i wan to share my happiness wit those ppl who r poor n needy.
tht r too many poor ppl in many country in tis world
recently my dad had adopt a six years old gurl in one of the poorest country
just need to give rm50 per month
they need a shelter n food to survive
just look at urself, we r so so lucky compare wit them
appreciate everything we hv.
yes, many of us complain of many tings, alot of problem ,
but many ppl in tis world, their problem might be bigger than yours.
so don complain much, lived hapily. *winks*

freaking nic song "blow me a kiss"

Just changed my BloG song
RecentlY CrAZy non stop repeating tis same song
tats keep my mum gone " ku ku " almost
she shakes her head n quickly run off
*lmao*
A s0nG tat reli keep me so DESPERATE for listen it
" blow me a kiss "
nice title huh....
thx HIM alot,
always introduce many nice song 2 me
lurf sOoo mucHhh!!

oh yea...
someone asking me wht it mean TLC & PYT in the lyric??
TLC = Tender Loving Care
PYT = Pretty Young Thing



continue listen the song
ok full stop.

great time durin holidays

ahem~~
guess wht tat?
YAM CAKE
made by christine^^
frankly, it is reli delicious

"mu shu gao" make by ME^^


yuhuuu~~
2 weeks holiday for me
spent times wit my bestie fren
n of course learn alot of local dish
otak-otak, yam cake, mu shu kuih, poh piah..
i cut my fingers wuwuwu~~
all is becuz stupid mu shu. it skin so hard to cut it .
poh piah is the longer process, took me 6 hours in da kitchen
but is worth it, cuz is freaking yummy.
but too bad i forget took the pic of poh piah n otak-otak
wht a waste =(

God, i'm just a little gurl

haiz...
God, i'm just a little gurl to u
u noe wht i want
y u still wan me to wait??
God i'm sorrie tat question u in tis way .
i cant find any way to get an answer
been for one year , i was waiting .
but now it seems no any response
a broken heart, giving up.
say is always easy
give up is not an easy tings to make it .
tyring to give up , but ends up still holding
God, honestly i reli need it.
is it now is not the rite time???

a precious fren i had never found.

awh ~~
sO swEet =)
she noes i'm hving exam
deAr make me a salad n herbal tea
HER cares n luvs to ME reli tOuCH MY heart <3
is hArd 2 find a fr3n tat reli cares bout u
but i had found it nOw
no doubt, yea.is her
wht i can say is
appreciate


even thou is a small tings she makes for me, but it had alde melted my heart.
more than enuff

my heart 50% up, 50% down

Feeling frustrated
dunno why i'm doin tat??
CoNFuSing
so Emo

i dun wanna to talk about it.