i'm still the same me

don judge me from my appearance n how i'm dressing
i'm still the same christine
i admit tat now i dress abit expose n daring
n it doesn mean tat i had change from last time
be4 knowing me i alde dress up like tat
is just tat seldom saw me dress up in this way
don say i'm doing thing or saying things abit crazy becuz of my last relationship tat hurt me much
it doesn related
i know wht i'm doin now
i wont mad on u, everyone have their own tinking n view of me
k ler...
don wanna say bout tat d

a blur nite, drunk drunk drunk

last nite went out wit taceyon
long time didnt meet up wit him d
always ppk him
haha
hope tat he wont mind it oh
first time saw then say me fat then last time
kek sim only , cannot d must on diet rite now
nex time goin out wit him i wont let his hv a chance to comment me badly
we went to queensbay wanna watch movie but too crowded d cinema room almost full
so went to sot11 meet up wit his frens
meet some of my frens there, n know some of pervert guys in sot11
swt la, all is ah pek , keep on following me n force me go to fame to know some new frens
make me so scare at tat time nobody help me out.
tat time i alde drunk d , c uz drink too much ler
headache only, wannan vomit but cant so suffer only
goin back home i oso dunno wht time d , cuz still blur
dunno whther got vomit in his car or not .
i never been drunk 4 quite long time d
i felt like talking noncense wit taceyon in the car oh
when i drunk i luv to talk noncense n singing
aiyerrr., pai sei lo ..
but anyway is happy goin out wit him

i'm sorry

even though everything is fine now, n they oso didnt keep in their heart
but i still cant facing them . i felt guilty for what i did
alde hurt them, the scar will in their heart 4ever, it cant remove
hv to take some time to recover
i'm sorry

恋上一个人

爱上一个人 真的要说出来吗？？

之前其实两个人都已经默默的接受了对方
两个人 都已经象情人一样相处
甚至是到了大家都知道了的地步
那一句“我爱你”还真的那么重要嘛
为什么 那些虚的海誓山盟 必须存在那？？
为什么不可以只是简简单单的彼此相 那 。。。。。。
人生总是太多的无奈了
既然爱一个人 就不要用海誓山盟这种 没有意思的话去 敷衍 欺骗 和锁住她
不过 现在也因此 我失去了 我喜欢的人
也因此 我相信我们有缘无份

初恋、暗恋、热恋、痴恋、苦恋、失恋……

初恋～
世界上最甜美的事情莫过于你慢慢地向我走来

静静地诉说着「我爱你」

暗恋～
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

热恋～
世界上最令人察觉不到的事情便是你我在一起时
那个不断流逝着的

据说叫做「幸福」的曰子

痴恋～
世界上最遥远的距离

不是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起

苦恋～
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

失恋～
世界上最遥远的距离我明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷默的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

*^*wonderful dinner in paradise hotel, buffet

friday nite having a wonderful buffet dinner wit ck in paradise hotel.
before goin there i went to meet my mui mui in the beach there, they having steamboat oh, tis is the first time i saw them orgasnise steamboat in the beach there.
feel so pai sei to Ah Zhe n her frens oh
let her wait for few hours then only meet them for few minutes then i had to go d .
i noe she wont mind, she is a baik hati orang. lol.
but too bad she have to go taiwan for two yeaes ,i will gonna misss her much.
after meet up wit her, we went to have dinner in paradise hotel.
the enviroment n the dishes there damm nice oh . yummy.
eat till so full oh. but too bad i forget to snap pic at there.
haiz...nvm la, next time ask ck to bring me go there again lo. haha.
later tat we having some drinks in Screwball and SS mostly this two places r elderly ppl go there.
almost drunk . haha. but still awake..
** the pic of paradise hotel i grab it from marl's blog, . she oso went there oh. hope she don mind i grap her photo . ^^

*^* my 21st celebration

hehe
few days didnt blogging d
let me talk bout my 21 birthday first
02/01/09
my happy n wonderful 21 celebration. hoey is the first person to wish birthday
thx her , muaks muaks. eraly morning go to gurney wit my honey n dear to gurney wacthing movie " bed time story" quite childish la the movie, lol.
after movie , ck come n find me to celebrate my birthday in gurney " chillis"
after the dinner he bring me to golden heart n bought me a ring, damm nice, but need to order , one month only can get it, so " bou huat" hv to wait for it. thx him so much.
after tat went 2 coffee island meet up wit my honey n dear, ah seng , ivan, raevon n his pretty gf
they order the food i just looking they makan nia, cuz i eat alot in chillis. when they wn to pay bills tat time suddenly some of the worker there bring a cake n sing birthday sing to me, lol. so suprising , really wqn to thx my honey dear n they all. thx honey dear n kc for the G2000 shirt as my birthday present. i like so myuch.
so happy oh . . . i tot no more suprise for me d.
after i went back house, omg, ah tong come n find me n give me DKNY as my birthday present, i really like it so much. we chit chat for an hour then i went in to my house d , suddenly ah tong call me n ask me go outside of my house to see something, mana tao is fire crackers oh. so suprise till i speechless for few minutes. so touched oh .....
tat day i really few so happy i will never forget it.
03/01/09
the next day went out wit my other frens, they celebrate my birthday wit me in auto city eh tao's. present alot oh. i like it so much . tat day eat till so full n my hands full of my present. hehe. lol .
05/01/09
tisa day is my brothers birthday , so my parents bring us to starviews restarant, oso for me 21 birthday oso , cuz my boirthday tat day celebrate wit all my frens haha, they no chance to celebrate wit me oso. lol. my mum give me a chain 21key chain , i can fly d ......freedom liao...whooo.....hehe
06/01/09
tis day xing hao celebrate my birthday wit me in queensbay at sakae sushi. he ar, order so many food , eat till cant stand up n walk oh . damm full man . even though my birthday alde over liao , but he oso gt sim la, still remember n promise me celebrate wit me when he is free. hehe . thx xing hao oh
still got alot of pic not yet post it up ,will post it up soon...

my wishes for my 21 years old birthday

still gt one more hours is my 21 birthday d
am i happy goin to 21?
of course nop
but still have to face it .
erm..wt i wan for 21 birthday present?
beg , watch, perfume, handphone, shoes, shirt?
of cuz everyone wan it oso , me too actually
but wt i wan the most is happiness lo...
i feel tat now my smile n laugh is so fake
i don feel any happiness in my heart
my fren say i always ki siao n joyous
it just an appearance only just acting happy

i'm so tired to act happy,
god i wish tis new year 2009 will be a brand new year for me
i pray for give me happiness into my life
pray tat all my hurt pain n sad will disappear
pray tat i will foget all the past n stop missing someone
pray tat he will treat me as best fren n believe me wt i say n did
pray tat he wont tink i'm a faker anymore
god , i just wish tat all my frens n family have a good good healt n happy all de time. exspecially my best fren, i wan to pray for honey n dear have a bright future n can find a good n caring partner in their life, one day we might be leaving each other but our heart still will stick together no matter how far we r.

taiwan trip

on the 10 of december went to taiwan wit parents
a wonderful trip.
delicious food
beautiful scenery
nice weather (cooling)
different culture
is fun there alot of orang asing...hehe
play games wit them
snap pic wit them too .
tat day meet one of my college fren (edward) there oso , wat a coincident
haha, he so bad go n snap pic of me when the orang asing carry me up ..

～×new life new christine^^

just came back from taiwan...
what is my feeling now?
wit my new life?? still the same old me ?
of course wit my new life now
the first few days, i keep on tinking bout him...
无 论 去 到 哪 里， 我 都 会 想 起 我 心 中 的 他
为 什 么 他 的 影 响 力 那 么 大？speechless......cuz i oso dunno ..
我 很 弱， 我 不 懂 得 怎 样 学 会 坚 强
每 当 想 起 那 些 回 忆 我 就 会 很 想 哭， 不 听 的 哭
每 次 都 有 那 种 不 舍 得 的 心 情， 心 都 酸 了
也 许 我 还 是 放 不 下 吧。
在 那 几 天 里 我 看 开 了 好 多
我 要 学 会 坚 强
我 变 得 不 在 那 么 固 执
变 得 不 理 会 别 人 怎 样 看 我
变 得 不 理 会 别 人 在 我 背 后 怎 样 讲 我
变 得 不 在 乎 在 别 人 的 心 里 我 是 个 怎 样 的 人
以 前 的 我 总 是 很 在 意 别 人 怎 样 看 我 但 现 在 一 切 都 不 重 要 了
还 好 我 学 会 看 得 开， 一 切 就 顺 其 自 然 吧
现 在 我 和 他 这 样 的 关 系 很 好 啊
毕 竟 还 是 有 说 有 笑 啊
也 许 这 样 总 比 亲 密 关 系 好
还 有 这 么 长 的 一 段 路 要 走， 谁 会 知 道 明 天 会 发 生 什 么 事 情 吗？
当 然 是 不 知 道 啊， 除 非 是 神 仙 吧
所 以 学 会 了 看 开 点， 对 我 来 说 是 一 件 好 事。
短 短 的 一 个 星 期 里 会 对 我 这 么 大 的 改 变
我 也 意 想 不 到